well this past month has been very hectic ive got alot of bad news this month ..1st my mother in law has cancer .2nd my nefew landon has something wrong with his heart .3rd my mom is pissed at me for some ungodly reason she wont even write me back.. i hope everything goes ok with my mother in law because she isn't just my mother in law she is like my  mom she is the only one who has really been her for me since i got out of fostercare ..an yes i admit i mad alot of mistakes in my life but who hasn't .  i hope the rest of this month is better one of my good friends steven is coming down from indiana i cant wait even if they they are going to be doing something stupid which i wont discuss right now ..  well that all for now